My life

Okay so i know i have been MIA for quite sometime.. And I'm sorry.. I got busy with school and now that summer is here I work 3 days a week 9-5.. So i have not really had time for anything.. And if my life is not already bust enough i had my gall bladder take out on jan 13 and was out a school a week.. Then in march ( i think) my dad had a really bad mining accident.. He lost 2 fingers on his left hand.. I was so sad.. and i still and really sad but i put on my brave face and i don't let anyone see if im hurting.. i have never been the type of girl to had my feelings but here lately i feel like i need to.. My mom and i used to be close but i feel like that has changed, and i dont know why.. i just wish things where back to how they were.. Life was so easy when i was little cause i felt like i could never let anyone down.. but i feel like all the time i am letting my parents down.. i don't know why i feel this way i just do..i mean im not a bad kid and i dont hang with the wrong ppl but i just feel like they don't thnk of me as the used to.. i guess that could be me just over thinking things.. and i really hope thats it.. But i have to go.. So hopefully i can write again soon Love MaKenzie :)