My life

Okay so i know i have been MIA for quite sometime.. And I'm sorry.. I got busy with school and now that summer is here I work 3 days a week 9-5.. So i have not really had time for anything.. And if my life is not already bust enough i had my gall bladder take out on jan 13 and was out a school a week.. Then in march ( i think) my dad had a really bad mining accident.. He lost 2 fingers on his left hand.. I was so sad.. and i still and really sad but i put on my brave face and i don't let anyone see if im hurting.. i have never been the type of girl to had my feelings but here lately i feel like i need to.. My mom and i used to be close but i feel like that has changed, and i dont know why.. i just wish things where back to how they were.. Life was so easy when i was little cause i felt like i could never let anyone down.. but i feel like all the time i am letting my parents down.. i don't know why i feel this way i just do..i mean im not a bad kid and i dont hang with the wrong ppl but i just feel like they don't thnk of me as the used to.. i guess that could be me just over thinking things.. and i really hope thats it.. But i have to go.. So hopefully i can write again soon Love MaKenzie :)

Almost

It's almost time for winter break to end. :( But hey i'm happy to see my friends. i love them all so much. So i am liking a new boy (again). lol. I really like him,but he sent me a message. and he said "hey i just got home. I might not be able to message back for a few days cause i'm at my sisters right now. I just want to clear things up. since our class mates are stuip and can't control themselfs. i know they have been telling you i like but,i dont like you like that. sorry if u thought i did." thats the message he sent me. ugg. I hope he is lying. I like him but if he don't like me i will just move on. Well thats all about boys. I start school wesneday. I am happ but sad. I had a paper due in grammar class and i have not even started on it. I don't know anything about what i'm even writing on. Which suck big time. Cause it your paper was good it would go in the yearbook., and we would have got extra points on our exam. Which i really need. But i guess i will kiss that goodbye. But like i said before i just need to try harder. OMG i can't wait till pretty little liars. I love that show to death. My fave girl is Aria. So if anyone reads this tell me who your fave is too in the comments. :) I better go. i need to take a shower and get ready to go over to my friends. we are having a "party" before we go back to school. I hope this year goes great for everyone.
Much love and best wishes -M

LOL

well it's a start of the new year. My goals are to make good grades,make new friends,and mostly important is to be a better person. I would say my GPA but it's not good so i don't want to get made fun of, but my goal is to have a 2.7. I'm not far from making it but it will take some good hard studying and talking a break from watching youtube everyday. I know i ill make this goal if i just try and put my mind too it. I really want to make new friends. I have lost one of my best friend from not getting alone with another girl at my school. I know that's stupid,but thats not the whole story. This girl (we will just call her Amy) has a brother (who we will call Andy). Andy and I were talking on facebook one night and my friend (call her Brooke) got online and told me not to talk to him. So i kinda told my friend no. Andy told her some mean stuff so she got mad at me, and i don't know why. It's not like i said it. So she cussed me out hen ended up blocking me from facebook. So i'm not going to ever go into the story about Amy cause it's even longer. (That will be my next blog)
Then next one is, i want to be a better person. Not just on looks but on the endside. I want to be a better person in Christ. I know that sounds unoriginal, but i really want to spend one time reading the bible. I want to get an A+ im my bible class and i really want to go to everyone of my sunday classes at Church. One major thing is. I don't want to be scared to talk about the Bible on here. i dont really know if anyone reads this but i dont want to not talk about something major in my life. This whole blog is for me to just say how and feeling and to vent about stuff no one else will listen to. So i'm sorry if i make some people mad. So i guess that's all i really wanted to say in this blog. I will try my best to blog more. But untill then Best of luck on your new year.
Love -Mak